Chill Mode

Have you ever been so freaked out or anxious that you could not think straight? I know I have! It is not a great feeling. It is like your body is breathless and you do not know how you shall fix it. I have felt helpless many times and I know that you have, too. I know that we all want to act like we have it all together, but we do not. I remember college like it was yesterday. I was ambitious enough to get my own place straight out of high school. (That was a little crazy) However, I made it work. Starting out, I worked part time and went to school full time. The full time load dropped to 3/4 time, but I did not tell anyone. I wanted to make it appear that I was good. All my money from work went to house bills and gas. I did not have any extra money. My "boyfriend' at the time would make comments about my non stylish attire but he did not buy them! I was not doing OK! Nonetheless, I keep my hope that everything was gonna be fine. Unknowingly, I was leaning on my faith in God. (I did not have a complete knowledge of God) I knew I could pray to Him to find comfort but I did not understand the power of hope. Hoping gives way to the nurturing of our faith. Our faith in God build our relationship with him! So, just chill out and relax because if you pray to God for peace, you will find it. You will enter Chill Mode!